Sometime dalam hidup tu orang lain tak nampak kesusahan kita. Yup i'm a person yang sebolehnya tak nak tunjuk kat orang lain i'm in pain. Kalau di fb jarang tulis benda2 yang sedih but it does not mean i'm not. Of course we just human akan diduga. Sebab jarang orang lain boleh faham kita so saya malas nak share with others. And somehow kesedihan kita tu others dignity. So kena jaga kan?
Apalah sangat my prob ni berbanding orang lain. Alhamdulillah dengan segala kurniaan Allah. Its just i can't bear berjauh dari husband lagi. I just can't. Apparently saya belum dapat kerja di kuantan lagi so i'll continue with my current job at KL. Furthermore, saya taknak orang lain jaga anak sata. Macam mana tu? Takutla dengan macam2 cerita about nursery sekarang ni. Plus kita tak tahu orang lain bole bersabar tak jaga anak kita.
From my experience la ek, saya tak nak ajar anak saya berbuai. I found it not good for baby actually but during my confinement, some people keep saying to put her dalam buaian bila dia nangis. I believe we can do other ways so i want to stick with it. Hope dipermudahkan olehNYA. So how im going to trust others? They simply use easy way for solution. Huhu. Well banyak lagi kerisauan tapi kalau asyik fikir bole giler. Trust me u will be like this when u have ur own child. Obsessive tak kena tempat. Haha.
So itu terlebih terbanyak about this post. Haha. Prob will continue to haunt ur life, so we must live with it. Btw this blog is officially public. Since ada amni, I want to capture her milestone in this blog. Kenangan kan? They grow up so fast. Muka pon tiba2 berubah but their cuteness remain. Hihi.
Yours truly,
Yasmin
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