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Sunday, January 6, 2013

Working mom

Its been a long time tak menulis disini. Well what can i say life is hectic! Melampau! Haha. Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan untuk hidup bersama yang tersayang. Masih diberi kudrat menjaga amanah yang diberi. I already started work on 30 nov 2012. Cik amni telah dihantar ke nursery berdekatan rumah. I was a bit a scared even until now untuk tinggalkan amni pada orang lain. Takut orang lain tak boleh bersabar jaga anak kita. Beside banyak sangat case lately involve baby and nursery but what can i do. Hanya berserah dan tawakkal pada Allah saja. I need money so i need to work even dalam hati rasa nak berhenti kerja je. Pity amni. Perasaan pagi2 nak tinggalkan amni tu sangatla sedih but as a mom we have to be strong.;)

About my breastfeeding journey. Yups i still do it. Kiranya i need to pump at work. It's fun rupanya. Perasaan kita bawa balik susu untuk anak minum tu sangatla bahagia. Even cik amni dah campur susu formula, i still want her drink more mums' milk. My bad sebab kurang ilmu dulu. My bad juga tak beli pam yang lebih convenient nak guna at workplace. Tapi apa2 pon bersyukur i still can give her mine. Now i'm using medela swing. Now pegi balik kerja usung cooler bag hari2. Masih belum jemu dan tak mahu jemu until cik amni 2 years insyaAllah. Aahh panjang lagi perjalanan tu.

I realize that i miss a lot about her milestone bila pegi kerja. Sigh. To tell u the truth memang penat bila balik kerja dah tak boleh rehat macam dulu lagi tapi bila fikir2 rugi sangat kalau malas now. Baby ni cepat membesar. Sedar2 she's no longer baby one day. Ok typing this je rasa sayu dah. Over! Haha. I hope i'm not missing anything about her.

Till then;)



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